The second phase ...

Life is now shaping up, but many things still unclear,
will his parents like me ?, is now my fear...
It will be a new life, full of colors and light,
but matching the horoscopes is yet another plight!

He asks me to call his brother, to pass on a message,
I think & feel awkward & finally sum up the courage...
His brother is really sweet & as friendly as one could be,
best is when he asks me, "Can I call you bhabhi ji?"
I am happy and blushing, all at the same time,
& I go on laughing, without a word in nine!

Another of our big festivals, Diwali is now here,
His parents talk to me and wipe out all my fear.
"Do you know 'kannada'?” is their next question,
of which they clearly see, no manifestation. :-(

The horoscopes are now matched,
And the pundit ji is all fine,
Wake up my little girl, says my mom …
“Its now marriage time!”

And no, we've still not met...

The Journey ... From Neha Jain to Neha Adya !

Before you ask me, why did i call my blog, what I did, here's the answer:
My man : "Why dont you start your blog?"
Me : "Who, me? I cant do all this... mere bas ki nahin hai... "
My man : "uhh! tum mere liye itna bhi nahin kar sakti???"
Me [Perturbed] : "Okay! Koshish karungi"

And here I am, within 5 minutes of him asking me to do this, doing what "Swaami ji" wants me to do :p

This story is of a 'seedhi saadhi ladki' a.k.a. Neha Jain. Trying to describe, how AdyaMan, swept me off my feet and took me to this journey of becoming Mrs. Neha Adya from Miss. Neha Jain...
No, the journey has not yet ended, it has rather just begun and I shall try to take you through each stoppage as I look back to what I have come through. To be honest, its some kinda magic that happened in the past few weeks. Here's how my journey started ...

One fine day of no particular celebration,
comes AdyaMan into my life,
full of confidence and determination,
Simply he says "I think I am falling for you...",
I laugh it out like a joke,
and tell him, "take care of yourself, will you?"
Little did I know, what he had on his mind,
Until he said, "I love you Neha, will you be mine?"

I was so cold, I felt no heat,
numbness was all I had,
and he called me "upbeat"!!!

I didn't want to hurt him,
he was such a great friend,
I tried too hard,
but could not pretend.

I had to tell him, "I have nothing to give you",
"I am totally feelingless",
and guess what he told me,
"I have enough for us, to never fall less".

With his confidence in "us",
he finally made me feel,
I also had love for him,
just had to reveal...

Gone are my fears and I am no more scared,
For seeing the beautiful colors, my life is now geared.

Karwachauth is a festival, we back at home celebrate,
it is a fast that wives keep for their hubbys' the great ;),
Dunno what struck my mind, and I just decided to fast,
just prayed too hard, forever his love for me may last!
Not just fast, I wrote his name in 'henna ink',
to know more, have a look at this link ... Just for my Keshav


After knowing this all, would you believe, all I know him is through emails/calls and chats. Yes, we've never met each other! Take you through the next phase of my journey soon...